What do I do?

Hi again!

So, more or less I am having those late night thoughts bothering me again. The big "what do I want to do with my life?". I think this is a question common for people like me who just seem to feel lost with what the purpose of my life really is. Feeling that I seem to be lost in another world where somehow I am not really that happy with who and where I am right now.

Though, I am not saying that I am not thankful for what I have right now, I have a good job that could support me with my needs and sometimes with my wants, I have food I could eat, water I could drink, and a roof (although in a dorm) that can shelter me. I am really thankful with what I have achieved. I am a registered nurse, a public health nurse to be exact (that's how I consider myself right now, I don't know if i'm correct) and recently I am already regularized in my current company. I have a great family, although we no longer have dad with us but we still have our ever supporting mum and even relatives.

But, I still feel like there's still something missing with my life. I know it's still early to say, as I'm still 26. I just seem to can't fully picture myself with what my purpose in life is. I feel like I'm just living in this world, walking on an unknown road looking down on my feel just wandering and wondering on what I'm actually born for.

Call me overthinker, I guess that's true. hehehe. But I just feel like I'm really lost with how to go on with life right now. I feel empty inside. Smiling but actually aching for some reason for my existence. Is this what we call existentialism (I think i'm making that up, hehehe)? 

Well, I know this is just a temporary feeling, I might shift mood again by tomorrow as I wake up. But, I know that the question will still haunt me. I guess for now all I could do is go with the flow and see how things go, even if sometimes it's actually painful inside. I may just be overreacting but I hope what I feel are still valid and making sense.

Anyways, let's just try sleeping it off for now. Good night!